When i saw her standing there................

Last week was the first week for school reopen, i was back to the same schedules like it was 7 weeks ago, waiting at the normal coffee shop to pick up my son, chatting with my friends who are of the same mission like mine, Monday to Friday.

But last week was a kind of different feeling for me all together and that feeling lasted for a week, probably it shall continue today, tomorrow or day after tomorrow until i am totally let down, that feeling of sudden urge of talking to her, the crave of talking about the good old days and some other "funny feelings" that all of a sudden overwhelmed me..............

I knew it was her, i could tell her it must be her even i was like 3 roads width from when she was standing to where i was sitting, she still possessed that classy look, still wearing that magical smile and it seemed that she was still clinging on to her well toned body like forever....

Quickly, i stood up from my chair, went inside to pay my bill, rushing out, felt like charging across the road to meet her, as soon as i wanted to do that, she was already walking away to her black Honda Civic and drove away.

For the whole of last week, i was like a man destitute of hope, while i was there waiting for my son, i was actually waiting to spot her again but that hope eluded me for the entire week.

Now that the hope is thinning, probably i will not be seeing her again and i was like thinking to myself, what would i say if i really met up with her besides all the niceties of 'Hello, how have you been keeping ?" or " So you are dropping your son or daughter here ?" " how many children you have ?"

Never mind, sometimes it is nice to let those weird feelings playing trick on me once a while, it is ok as far as i am concerned to have some naughty thoughts zooming pass my mind and keep them as just some wishful thinking and those harbored hopes elude me and i enjoyed it.....

I was 25 then, now i am 45...... Thank God for my good memory (hahahah) i can still savor a little bit of those sweet memories......................"Here comes the rain again,,, falling on my head like memories, falling on my head like new emotions" Thank Annie Lennox for that beautiful song..

P/S : I am naughtily good... .