Why invitations declined...........

Normal coffee breaks with buddies, this is time that we talk nonsense, mainly man's talk, no surprise sometimes men can be more gossipy, i have to admit that include myself.

One of the topics that came about was none other than world cup this time around, then one small alec friend suddenly suggested that we should go to the pub, binging and enjoying the world cup and there came another friend suggesting one particular pub presumably he has been. He strong recommendation about this said pub was because he told us that there would be girls coming without boyfriends hanging there watching world cup as well.

He reckon that it would be a bonus for us enjoying world cup as well as so called "ogling" .We took the vote to know who were keen to go, 6 of us, 4 is for, me and another declined. They pestered me to go lah go lah, i told them i would love too, i also told me that i tried not to because pub and women has always been my "soft spot" i said to them.

I've always told my friends if Samson could fall, imagine how easy would be for Eugene not to. That's why my friends love to use this moniker “鸡母,kek boh" a coward on me everytime they ask me to go to the pubs, if condition is set "no wife allowed"

Pardon me, most of the men are not like me i know, but till to date i do know my weakness and it doesn't mean men who habitually patronizing pub will falter but sadly i have known of friends who fell. I know that God has given me the liberty to choose, and i am afraid if one day exposed to such scene for far too many times, i might forget God too, that's why i rather expose my weakness to my friends and be labelled as 鸡母then.........................................

I believe sometimes we will make excuses to God for our capriciousness and get HIM to understand that yes we are all human but then again.............God says I have given you the liberty to choose, therefore no excuse.

Note : My heart still pounds madly if i see.................

P/S :我相信显丑不如藏拙