I just lost my cool............

I don't why........i just lost my cool.....i just don't know i really felt like punching those bastards who were wrong and acted as if they were right, i really wanted to but then again.

Two road rages in a row within a spate of less then fifteen minutes,, he came into a no entry lane, i honked him, i rolled down my window, firing my salvos, vending my anger, i really felt like eligthing my car and gave him piece of my mind but then again..............my wife was pacifying, i drove on.

Another bastard did the same, he sped through without stopping and probably my anger was still not subsiding, he stopped at about few meters away, i waited and i didn't budge, he rode up to me, accusing me that i should have stopped instead of him, i reall felt like giving him the worst of me and i thought i could not take it anymore, those bastards who were wrong and instead turning angry at those who were right,,, again i kept my cool saying something like this,," you sudah salah, somemore you want to scold me,,,, but then again I said good nite, good nite and drove off.

I really don't care, good driver like me are most often then not victimized by those bastards who are already in wrong but instead accusing those who are right.

I felt real bad, in front of my boys, the worst of me manifested, may be the devil was playing trick on me or may be i just lost the wisdom of God but seriously i really felt like puching those bastards..

Date line 9.15 PM

P/S : From now one.........would i be thaat of " i could not care less ?