Since i'd made a decision of going back to the church after a long hiatus, it was a decision made with my own self conviction and committment, and with that decision coming along, i guess there shall be or will be some changes in my ways of life of which in my opinion is imperative.
As i shared with my wife about my intention,she was kind of shocked about hearing it and she asked why the change after all these years, that's something i could not really relate to her and i am sure she was kind of dissappointed with my non compliance to her inquiry, but i told her it was really my personal experience with the Man Above.
Looks like now, i have to readjust my ways of live as much and as possible to the teaching of my faith, and that inevitably involves my whole family as well. Take for example, my drinking pleasure will have to be diminished drastically, and there's something that requires the hardest part of me.
I believe with love and with HIS help things will change to be better for the rest of my family and that i will be a testimony to HIS love.
P/S : I will keep trying................