I really could not sleep last night, my mind kept wandering, back and forth, the image of her was there in my mind. Images of our past keep floating, forcing myself to stop, somehow or rather it was to no avail. So i just let if flow, let those pictures out,piece by piece, so i was telling myself.
Yes, i was dreaming of my ex-girlfriend, those times that we were together, i was in way aware of what i was dreaming but in another way i was really dreaming about this ex of mine. You see this ex of mine is someone that i once loved dearly, the one that i went ga-ga for and the one i suffered the most when i lost her, and lastly the one who really put my sanity close to crack.
At that time of losing her about 20 years ago, one of my buddies, could not believe the things that i did to ease the pain, i never shed a single drop of tears for any of my exes except for her and yes she was someone so special to me back then.
So last night, i was happy that i could relive those moments again, the pain and the joy i once shared with her, you might say i am childish or even foolhardy to write about this, but then again, it makes me happy if i were to put it down in words.
P/S : Thanks for the memories..........you know who you are.