You know something struck me the other day when my youngest son Marvell asked me a "sudden death" question, a question that so simple yet i have problem of telling him, after a few days, i finally come to this conclusion.
When i described the question as "sudden death" it was because that question out of no where strangled me. My son asked me " papa, what big big big bad habit do you have?" i told him i had many,but he insisted me telling him just one Big Big Big Bad Habit.
So now i know, after some so called soul searching, i know one thing for sure, this is the Big Big Big Bad Habit i have.........I am the Monster when i am behind the steering wheel. I curse, i swear, i puke nasty words and i something exhibit bad hand sign at those motorists or drivers that flout the traffic rules, i just cant stand them.
My wife has been and still is advising me to ignore those irresponsible morons, but seriously i really have trouble of controlling myself when those lunatics cross my path, my wife is concerned that one day i might be courting trouble with others,and landing myself in trouble or even injuries.
I have thought about "minding my own business" while i am driving on the road, somehow or rather it just wrecks up my nerves when i see for instance someone entering a "no entry" lane, i would just flash my head light non stop, untill he is gone out of my sight.
Now, recollecting my youngest son question, i guess i really need to just mind my own business when i hit the road,simply because people now are more cold-blooded, and easily losing their cool. I just dont want to be another victim of road bully. I dont want to be part of the news that one uncle dies, simply because he wanted to "Educate" a rule breaking motorist.
P/S : I aint no vigilante, learning to keep my cool at bay..