I was looking for a place to sit down for breadfast before going to church for the Sunday Service yesterday, managed to share one with another two church members of whom i have never met. As i was chasing after my addictive and must have morning Kopi " O" there came another church member who knew this two church members..................
As normalcy required and as we were all same church members sharing the same table, naturally some kind of pleasantries were exhanged such as," good morning uncle, and auntie" " coming to church ?" " your children must be already big,right " etc etc.
Suddenly, the older church member was telling about a David who got sacked from the church by the church elders for his habitual habit of asking for loan from other church members, then this older member frustrately ranting out this," We Christian are all hypocrites lah, lending money to another church members and yet wanted to report to the church as well, what kind of Christian are we?" I responded to the older member by saying this to him," ya uncle we are all hypocrites, regardless we are Christian or not, simply because we are all human."
After which, when i was in the midst of church congregation, my heart sunk so low as i was looking across the hall, seeing these brothers and sisters and the statement made by the older member in the coffee shop came flashing by my mind," How many of us really practise the way of a Christian should be after the Sunday Church service which is from Monday to Saturday?" " Are we only acting saintly on Sunday because everyone else is looking at you thus we've got no choice to be saint like, but when we are out of the Sunday Church, once again the hypocrisy eats into our lives and devours us of our sincerity because the Church is not looking at you now.
Guess we are almost all hyprocrites when we loosely greeting others," Hey how are you doing ?" when you dont really mean it, when we compliment others like," you sing very nice" in actual fact he sings like a dying a crow or " how are you keeping now ?"when in actual fact the last time you talked to him or her was like few months ago. Are we not a Hypo when we said to someone," Ok i will call you for coffee or lunch" but the meeting never seems to materialize.
Even as blogger, i used to be like a hypocrite too, i just penned down a few words in some other bloggers' comment box just because they came to my blog and left comments,sometimes i didn't really read the whole post, and i just so called copied and pasted some ideas borrowed from the comments before me and damn it i was guilty of it and ashamed of it too, really Hypo i must say.
Thank God, i dont do it now, i realized sincerity speaks a lot about a person, you can oblige your ways through but without sincerity, friendship will die off, relationship will waver and nobody will like you.
P/S : Hyprocrisy is my weakness but sincerity will overcome it.......................