I dont know why,everytime when my wife has to go for dinner (work concerned), and follow with some entertainment, i just cant sleep well when she is not back by 11 PM.
Yesterday, i knew she had to go for another dinner cum entertainment outing, as usual after settling the children affairs, watched some tennis matches, continue my reading, putting my children to sleep, i got tired too, dozed off, it was only 10 PM.
Suddenly i hopped out from bed sensing something amiss, my wife was not back yet and it was already 11.09 PM, gave her a call, she said she was still in the club, and said she would be back by 12.oo midnight. Dragging my body to sleep again, but i just could not do it, no urge to sleep, all i wanted to do was to wait for her to come home safe and sound.
Tossed around the bed, woke up again, it was 11.30 pm, gave her the call again, she said she would be back by 12.00 midnight. Waited, half asleep, waited, half asleep, looking at the digital clock appeared on my astro decoder, it was 11.49 PM, and surely enough my wife came back before 12.00 midnight.
You know sometimes my wife laments that i should not stay awake to wait for her, she always assures me that she would be back according to the time she agrees, but dont know why i always cannot" fon sam " be assured, so everytime, if she goes out at night, i will sure wait up for her, and usually i will lose my whole night sleep after which.
Q)Am i being a little over concerned?
P/S : I care for someone i call my own