Thursday, April 25, 2013

For the first time...

For the first time I hugged him so hard,(I am glad that he responded likewise,it was just not him to do that) for the first time I cried for him and for the first time,I had this strange feeling that I was losing him.........

So the deadly cancer struck him once again, he was timed to go for chemotherapy today,even though he appeared nonchalant towards his illness but I knew he was dead scared......

For the first time, I told him that I loved him and I really meant it, even though we had never been close but moment like this,nothing else mattered, he ain't heavy, he is my brother.

Life is indeed funny, why must it always need a moment such like this for us to have a gut for hugs,for some tears and for uttering the words "I love you" ..?

I really don't know what the future holds for him, I am worried  that his frail and aged body would not be able to withstand the onslaught of the chemo treatments but what can I do except to pray for him.

P/S : Bro Steven, I hope you know that you have a bro that cares and loves ya...May God strengthen you ya






8 comments:

  1. I hope ur bro will go through this stronger than ever. Hugs and take care Eugene.

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  2. Be strong boss, lets bless Sir Steven to go through all this pain. *pray*

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  3. God be with him, and may He bless you all with strength.

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  4. Best wishes to your brother for a speedy recovery.

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  5. Bro, let us pray for him incessantly,may Lord pour out His salvation and healing upon him.The struggling periods very very tough, pray and pray for him.....

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  6. Everyday Love wins; but eventually disease wins. All the best to your brother.

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  7. Pray for your brother, win the battle and get well soon.

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  8. Oh dear! I shall pray for your brother and wish him a speedy recovery. You will be strong for him, Eugene.

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