It kind of got to me yesterday and i said "damn it" why didn't I get it ? when I saw this counter Boilererm (0168) made a handsome leap of 0. 52 cents from the IPO price of 0.33 cents on its debut in Bursa yesterday, Why i said damn it?
I applied for this counter' s IPO and did not get balloted for, if I had been picked, I would have made a few thousands ringgit. I kept telling myself yesterday, "forget about it lah, Eugene, forget about it" but then again i was still feeling a bit bitter about it, why didn't i get it ?
Life's like that, isn't it? It is sometimes hard to wish some one good when you yourself are feeling otherwise. I was asking myself this question, would I be feeling better if that share took a plunge and make some loses, the answer is yes, i would be jumping for joy,"Hurray, thank God, I did not get it, safe safe and let someone else take the biting instead of me kekekekekekek.........
Seriously speaking, i reckon that there is always a little amount of hypocrisy in each and every one of us, therefore I need to remind myself always that it is not easy to be what I perceive myself to be,especially as a Christian..( walking in HIS light)
I am feeling good now that I have a roof over my head, some cash in the bank, some money to give away, two boys who would charge at me and give me bear hug, a lovely wife who would stand by me good times and bad and a God who knew me even before I know myself.
Have a great weekend folks and God bless always...
P/S : Wish someone good today