We will never know how much it burns you, unless you feel the heat, and that's what exactly happened to me over the weekend, i was having some drinking sessions with my wife and a few friends, and suddenly i had this urge of asking my friends who were there drinking with us, how much did they really spend on beers on a monthly basis, so everyone took turn to divulge.
It started with the hard-core drinker amongst us, he disclosed that he would spend in the region of RM1500-RM2000 on beer and sometimes the amout would increase if he indulges in hard liquor, Lim is the highest spender amongst us, when it came to my time, to gauge how much i spend on beer drinking, i was totally in rude shock when i came to realization that i would spend close to RM600 to RM700 a month, just a few hundred shy to RM1000, on my so called binging habit.
Never knew i could spend so much on the binge, if i didnt want to count it cent by cent, suddenly i felt that it was way too much for me to continue to do what i did on the pretext of having good times, when my good times is indeed buring me.
I have reduced my alcohol comsumption, but it seems that without knowing it, it does not seem to curtail what i would have wished for, so therefore i must come to term with myself, and i know just what to do about it........... will share with you guys what i would do, and i am sure i will succeed in doing it............
Q)Do you have one not so good habit that you find hard to break?
P/S : To fight without, one must begin to fight within