I paused and and as i was trying to change subject, she was quick enough in reminding to give her the answer to her question, i was cloistered by her wittiness, to be frank i was weakened by the whole scenario. At that time i knew how it was like to be in the situation akin to the saying "the mind is willing and the flesh is weak".
My phone rang and it was from my lovely wife, i knew my rescue was insight and the escape was nigh, quickly i said i needed to go home so i sent her home. When i dropped her, she gave me a kiss on the cheek, there was none returned from my part..................
I remember on the same night, i could not sleep, being man(what an excuse) i thought i should have taken the bait but being not so man( that i always will be) the risk was too high.
So as the new day dawned, i went about doing the routine, but there was something missing, there was no call from Sam(that's her name), there was no Sam asking me how my day had been. Everything seemed to have changed, i thought. You knew at that time, i really yearned that Sam would call, that Sam would agree to lunch with me like used to, that Sam would be nice to me like before, that Sam would shower me with the concerns like she was good at................
So for about 2 weeks time, there was really no call from Sam, so finally i drummed up my courage to call her, and the responses were always so identical " Call you back" which she never did, " I am busy" or " I am in discussion"
From the time she kissed me on the cheek, and from the time i kept calling her and from the time she kept giving me excuses, nothing seemed right. Suddenly she assisgned somebody to deal with me business wise instead of her, and it was like no way to get in touch with her and i never did bother to know why i lost a friend
Happy friday..................
Q)Why do you think Sam shut me out totally?
P/S : Thanks for the memory.....
rejection is the meanest thing a man could do to a woman, haih..
ReplyDeleteone reason: embarrassed already.. she got the hint so lari kuat kuat! and a blessing in disguise.. one thing good about her, she didnt pursue and pursue.. if she did, i think u would not have the time to blog anymore.. hahha..
ReplyDelete*no offence, as usual, my crazy tots*
the meanest? I'm not sure..
ReplyDeleteShe knew exactly what she pursued from the start anyway..
But you did the right thing Eugene!
Cos from your reaction dah jelas and she dah understand what is the answer from ur side. So, it is better to keep a distance then.
ReplyDeleteRejection and the fact that she can longer face because she is afraid she will fall for you over again. She wants time to get over you and avoiding you is the best solution. Give her some time, maybe one day she will realized and come back to you as a friend this time :).
ReplyDeletemaybe she was afraid u to reject her? =.="
ReplyDeleteyes. embarrassed and rejection. very powerful. she has her dignity too i guess. that's y she didnt pursue. maybe she also realises how much u love ur wife and not willing to be 2nd. haha...
ReplyDeleteperhaps she was disappointed with the lack of response?
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Hell knows not the fury of a woman scorned! Lucky she was not the type to seek revenge... LOL!!!
ReplyDeleteohhhh...i hope i am not saying the wrong thing. Sam probably didnt finish watching "Fatal Attraction"? heheh :)
ReplyDeleteI have to agree with renaclaire. :P
ReplyDeleteThank goodness you did not sucumb to even one minute of temptation. Thats all it would have taken ......
Happy Weekend.
probably she felt that there's no hope already since u r already married.
ReplyDeleteu did the right thing and she also did the right thing. at that point it would have been hard to remain as friends anymore coz you had your boundaries and you know she didn't.. even as 'friends', you could succumb to the temptation one day..
ReplyDeleteJust my 2 sen worth only k ?
Happy Merdeka !
she liked you even though knew you are married and she had no chance. better try than never?
ReplyDeleteit's for the better eugene. No need to wonder why and no need to find out. “There are those who pass like ships in the night, who meet for a moment, then sail out of sight with never a backward glance of regret; folks we know briefly then quickly forget."
ReplyDeleteoh the chemistry reaction is not going the right way! hehehe...
ReplyDeleteeugene..sorry, my hp doesnt hv yr hp..it must be in my old hp set and i didnt realise yr no. is not my new hp till now i m in pg...
ReplyDeleteconfusing?
I'm trying to comprehend the situation here. To get a bit of background of this event will be helpful. Hehehe... kiss on the cheek? sounds nasty.
ReplyDeleteIts for better..but deep inside I know Sam still have a feeling with you thats why she didnt returned your called and send somebody to deal businees with you..one day she will call you..just give her a time to rebuild her confidence against you
ReplyDeletehmm... I'll have to agree with Reanaclaire. Didn't know you were such a romeo then. Those must have been good times.
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